It's been a month! It seems like much much longer than that, but it works out to be a little more than a month. I have updates coming soon I promise. Right now, just dealing with what life has thrown my way. Please lookout for: the funny BBQ story, an upsetting story about how ungrateful your family can be, a squirrely family and what I hope is the final chapter in a love saga that should now be over.
Actually, let's do that one now. No details, just that a dear friend of mine, one of my best friends in this crazy world had her heart broken to pieces by a man that I can only nicely describe as a fool. She's suffering because she has a good heart and she loves him in spite of his flaws, which means the greatest tragedy is that he doesn't see what a gem he could have had. To her I say, though it may be dark and grey now, eventually you begin to see light again, believe me as I have been there! I do plan on talking to him myself, and at first I was just going to curse at him, but I changed my mind. What I will do is curse him.
I'm putting out here online too, so it's in writing somewhere.
TO A.N. :
Until you do right by she that you have hurt, everything that you touch will turn to dust.
Every hope, every dream, every attempt will fail miserably and almost without reason.
Until you make it right by her and by me every overture will fall flat, every effort be a waste of your time. And though at times it may seem like you have found some luck, you will always discover that whatever or whomever you have depended on secretly abhor and disappoint you. Until you have made ammends, the heavens are closed to you, no light will shine on your heart, and you will feel the same blackness that has overtaken those that you have hurt. And until that day when things are made right, I pity you for the fool that you are and the shame that you will always be.
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I know that it's bitter and morbid, but a curse is a curse, may God do what he will with it!
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